what a day

today started of crap.my partner daughter fucking disorganised was going to doctor for her problem,half way down  the road to the doctor she forgot her purse, well that was a dilemma,fight like couple cat,i had enough of her,i wish she move back to her father,she is a fucking  pain in the arse,and my partner not well, we can not afford her going to the doctor,i feeling bad about this,is that  where we live in wonderful town of Bacchus Marsh, but the doctor here are lousy,i need  know where i am going in life,love my partner so much i am letting her down,i wish some one will tell me what i should do, want to take her away from this,move north to Queensland

hello all

hi my name is Ian, i am in late fifty,de facto relationship,had a hard life no fault from anyone but me,i just don't know what life is about, i am confuse,i am partly deaf,and have a speech problem, my schooling was not good,i was bullying most of school time,because i wore a hearing aid,it has been hard for my life, but i just keep going,lot of time i fall in heaps,but i get back up  and try again,going to loose my job soon at the end of the year, god know what going to happen, but i know i am in god hand, he will lead me the way,i am not religious person, but deep inside me, there is something that leading me some where, i have in god and Jesus, i am now starting to read the bible,, i guess if you have faith in something in your life, i am sure it will lead to some where good,i am deep thinker,i don't like what going on in life,not me, but all over, in Australia,and world wide,so i going to make and effect of blogging,and i hope i can get some feed back from you all